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Gone? What? Huh?

Posted on April 3rd, 2014

finishedI am now two days into a tragedy I never expected to happen. My only brother died…unexpectedly…and I have decided to talk about it here.

How do you process this? One minute at a time. The emotions come in something similar to ocean waves spaced out with minutes in between each crest. One moment I am peaceful, crash; the next I am broken, crash; the next I am laughing at wonderful memories, crash; and the next I am broken again…One minute I can stand, crash; the next I need to sit, crash; then I need to speak, crash; and then I need to be silent….

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